Thursday, May 15, 2008
I just chatted with my sister today and she told me that her father in-law died this morning in their time 11:am. I am sad, because my brother in-laws dad died; he has a lung cancer which is a horrible one. I met him before when the time my brother and I visited my sister in Switzerland, I met him and he do not have a cancer yet that time. When I saw him sometimes, I predicted already that one day, he will have a cancer of the lungs as he does smoke alot and it really happened and he died today which is really sad. My husband and I will be going to send flowers to his family. Today, I cried a little bit, because even I am not close to him, I consider him as my family and I will miss him. When I knew somebody died recently, makes me wanted to pray and think of my sins and for me, I am not ready yet to die as I need to accomplish everything that it’s need to be done. You are scared to die when you have something to do in this world or you still have an obligation or if you have small kids that you are worry who will be going to take care of them when you are gone or other matters that you can think of that makes you worry. I knew death sometimes happens without warning or people get sick and die. I think my brother in-laws dad is not dead yet if he did not smoke before and he is still 64 and I consider that still not really time to die as I met him before he looks younger than his age and he was even energetic. I am glad also that before he died he saw his grandson which is my nephew and that makes him happy even though he is sick when the time he saw him. The important is that we knew on how to accept if it really happens but it is really sad when death time comes and we cannot deny that we sadness occurs as we are human being.
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