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I was deleting a lot of my old email as I wanted to find the email from Google that they sent to me after I purchased my domain. I found it and I was glad as I thought I could renew it but I cannot find in my domain settings to renew it but I found one which they wanted me to change into premier account and makes me wanted me to pay more than $50 a year which annoys me and if I renew it when it was about to expire it will not be like this and if I did not trust or clicking the automatic renewal it will not come this far too and my other site will be live now. I am regret why I neglected not renewing by my own instead of trusting that they will renew it. I thought it will renew since I clicked "automatic renewal" by the time I purchased for the 1st time that domain. I am now disgusted but I hope I'll find a way to renew it and will just pay $10 a year. Anybody can help? Any idea? Pls. send me a message in my post, thanks!